I sit here at this computer just staring at it, wondering Why I Even Try?! As far as I know and what I'm is being always told, I one of the nicest guys people meet. I try to make a living using the only thing I can do, but to no avail. I spend hundreds of hours designing and making Streams, again to no avail. What am I doing wrong?! Why can't I get a break? Why...Why?!
No, I not the best designer but I do really well. No, I'm not the best Streamer, but People still come to my Streams. It's to the point I just want to stay in bed and hope time passes quickly so I can be with the one that I truly Loved, my Mother. I need direction, I need help... I need a miracle.
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